Well well, I'm finally making an effort to update my blog once again. Well, the blog has been my best friend where it is willing to hear my thoughts without questioning me but hey, its just a program, of course it doesn't question me. haha...sorry, being silly there. About Den's reply on fans reading my blog, well I think you and a few others I know might be reading this, others might be, but I won't know about it either since only a few of you actually tagged my blog site. Not saying others should if they don't want to . But fans? haha..I'm not that good of a writer.

Last night which was Saturday, went out to night party called colours in Chinatown with a large group of friends and strangers. The party was a flop of course with only less than 50 people showed up for it. How sad can that be? The organizers must have been pretty disappointed with the turn up rate and I wouldn't blame them for feeling that way. But before I went to the party, I showed up at the casino with some other friends going to the party as well. Its been a long time since I gambled so last night I decided to give it a shot and what do you know? I lost $20 in less than 5 mins! HAHAHA!! I shouldn't have followed the other guy with his large $300 bet, but compared to that guy, $20 is a small loss.

Decided to wonder around the casino a bit and watched Joanne played her black jack game with $100 budget. Out of the 10 rounds, she only won 2 times!! It must have been painful to lose $60 so easily.Therefore a lesson to everyone, once you start losing, dont play anymore or you will just lose more. Since I had a $60 budget and lost $20, I went back to the same table and give it another go and woot!!! I won $45 which almost covered my entire expense of buying beer in the club.

Although the party was a flop, I still had a good time drowning my memories with beer and getting pretty high and wobbly and basically forget about the bad times I had in the past few weeks and spend it with a large group of people walking around Chinatown to the city at 3am searching for a toilet..hahaha!! Of course not just toilet but some place we could chill and find more booze. Since places started closing, the casino was the only place left which meant no more booze and just to kill time till the late night bus arrived. I would like to spend more times like this with friends as it makes me happy and forget things I shouldn't be hoping for. I guess this would be the begining of a new me and I am begining to like it.